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"Suspended "

Hey guys,
I'm just in one of my moods and I always liked this song by Kelis. It just had me thinking about my life and how I feel sometimes. I hope you enjoy it. Thanks.

I Hate You

Sometimes I get this feeling that I can't shake. Every time, I hear your name I lose my mind. I keep going back to that night and I think to myself,  "I wish I could hurt you!" Nothing feels the same anymore. I don't trust like I used to. My mind is filled with thoughts of plotting your demise, just to hear you feel my pain. I want you to hurt like I hurt!

I know that deep down that you don't care about how I feel about you and you will never will. But I would love the satisfaction of seeing you fall from pedestal that you put yourself. I wish that I was a lot quicker and faster than you ever will be. I wish that I was the one that striked first. I wish that I got the upper hand on you, but life is funny like that sometimes and wouldn't allow me to seek my vengeance upon you and anyone closest to you!

I wish my rage would overflow like the Euphrates and just wash over you tenfold until you remember who and what I am and just exactly what I am capable of!

I am…

Nothing is the Same

*Story of fiction*

I stood at the edge of the cliff looking down at the waves below. I exhaled and closed my eyes. I could hear the waves smashing against the rocks. The wind was still. This was a surprise to me, since most days there was a warm breeze. But today was different. Today was something that I hadn't experienced before. I feel enraged. I hate what has happened to me.

I let him in and now.....

I loved him. Gave myself to him. And now he is gone. I'm just standing at the edge of the cliff. What should I do? I hate him so much that I can't even think straight. He said he would love me forever and no sooner than I told him that I was pregnant, he changed.

He said things.....things that made me feel.....feel like killing him. After I find him I will make him pay. Nothing is the same. So standing at edge of the cliff. Decisions, decisions.........